The Latest "KUWTK" Revealed How Much Khloé Was Doubting Her Relationship With Tristan Even Before The Jordyn Drama

    The latest episode of KUWTK showed Khloé "fighting an inner battle" over whether to split from Tristan after the first cheating allegations emerged last year.

    Back in February, Khloé Kardashian broke up with the father of her daughter and boyfriend, Tristan Thompson, after he was accused of cheating on her with Kylie Jenner's best friend, Jordyn Woods.

    Within a week, Jordyn had given a tell all interview in which she claimed Tristan kissed her as she left a house party, but denied any further intimacy occurred between them. As the interview aired, Khloé tweeted calling Jorydn a "liar," and blamed her for the breakup of her family.

    Why are you lying @jordynwoods ?? If you’re going to try and save yourself by going public, INSTEAD OF CALLING ME PRIVATELY TO APOLOGIZE FIRST, at least be HONEST about your story. BTW, You ARE the reason my family broke up!

    A couple of days later, Khloé retracted her claims and instead placed the blame on Tristan.

    However, as anyone who ~keeps up with the Kardashians~ will know, this wasn't the first time that Tristan had been accused of cheating on Khloé.

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    Back in April 2018, videos purporting to show Tristan kissing multiple other women were released just one day before Khloé gave birth to their first child together. At the time, the incident was charted in full on Keeping Up With the Kardashians, with Khloé ultimately deciding to stay with Tristan in a bid to preserve their family unit.

    But the latest episode of KUWTK has revealed that Khloé was struggling to make her relationship work in the months after the first cheating allegations. In fact, she was actually considering breaking up with Tristan four months before the Jordyn drama occurred.

    During the episode, which charted the family's vacation to Bali and was shot in October 2018, Khloé and Kim visited a medium for a psychic reading. Kim was told that her new baby would be the reincarnation of her late father, while Khloé's reading addressed a "traumatic incident" that had destroyed the trust in her relationship.

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    The medium explained that this breach of trust had left Khloé feeling "uncomfortable," "angry," and "fearful" about her relationship.

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    Through the help of a translator, Khloé was told: "You don't have self-confidence. People love you, but you feel sad. There's something that's hurting you in the mind — a traumatic experience. What happened in the past, you feel uncomfortable and angry about. You cannot forget that. Sometimes you don't trust the person you're with now. Sometimes you feel fear. It's causing you this unstableness."

    Speaking during her testimonial, Khloé admitted that she'd been "fighting an inner battle" over whether or not to end the relationship ever since Tristan was accused of cheating on her four months earlier.

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    She said: "Ever since what's happened between Tristan and I, nobody knows [but] I fight an inner battle with myself in regards to what is the best thing to do for my relationship and for me. This woman is spot on with me."

    After the reading, Khloé relayed to Kourtney what the healer had said, adding that she had decided it was time to stop "suppressing her emotions" and make a decision over the future of her relationship.

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    She told Kourtney: "Basically, she said that Tristan is a cheater and I can't figure out what to do and I fight all the time with myself going back and forth." Speaking in a later testimonial, Khloé revealed that she had been "suppressing a lot of [her] emotions," but that it was now "time to think about this stuff."

    During their flight back to LA, Kourtney asked Khloé how she was feeling, and whether she'd reached a decision.

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    Khloé responded: "I don't feel like I have an answer. I'm gonna be with Tristan forever, or I'm going to break up with him. I still feel like... God, when will I ever know?"

    And, during a final testimonial Khloé admitted how hard overcoming the cheating scandal had been, adding that she was struggling to decide whether she should keep hoping for things to improve, or just end the relationship.

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    She said: "It's hard to overcome cheating. It's hard to gain the trust back. You wonder, 'Will it ever be the same?' Will you ever get back to where you were prior to this whole cheating scandal? I'm really just trying to reevaluate what's important to me and make the right decision, but you don't know."

    Ellie Woodward is Celebrity and Entertainment Editor for BuzzFeed UK and is based in London.

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