19 More Books That People Claim Have Truly Traumatized Them For Life
"Absolutely not." —Me, reading the descriptions of these books.
1. A Good Man is Hard to Find by Flannery O’Connor

"This is a short story, but it messed me up so bad. It’s about a family on a road trip that goes downhill and...it just gets so bad. Like, so bad. You have no idea where the story is going because it’s just like, 'Oh, a sweet family of a mom and dad, their two kids and a baby, and the grandma who's going a little crazy with old age!' And then the story takes a hard left turn into Nopeville, USA and never leaves."
2. Go Ask Alice by Anonymous

"When I read it, it changed my life. It was so horrifying and uncomfortable, yet beautiful in a tragic way. The book is more effective than any 'Just Say No to Drugs' class ever."
3. Clay’s Ark by Octavia E. Butler

"I couldn’t sleep for days after I read it. It’s part of a series called The Patternist and it’s set in a dystopian future. A father and his twin daughters get kidnapped by a man who’s been infected with an alien organism that compels him to infect as many people as possible. Most die from the infection, but the people who survive turn into these creepy cat-like beings. I love cats, but damn...this book made me avoid mine for a while."
4. The Collector by John Fowles

"This deserves a spot on this list...that's all I'm going to say."
5. Zoe Letting Go by Nora Price

"It’s about a girl who’s checked into a facility for a severe eating disorder and writing letters to her best friend back at home...or so she thinks. The subject matter, the unreliable narrator, and the twist at the end all make this book jarring and highly disturbing. A genuinely difficult read."
6. The Bitch Goddess Notebook by Martha O'Connor

"It's so depressing, fucked up, and disturbing. It's told from multiple P.O.V.s as it follows three teenage girls in the '80s — and then into their adulthood — and the individual repercussions of an event that happened when they were teens. MAJOR self-harm, pregnancy loss, and substance abuse trigger warnings for this one."
7. Before We Were Yours by Lisa Wingate

"This is the one book I’ve read that I can’t get out of my mind. While it’s not meant to be a horror or thriller novel, it’s haunted me more than any 'scary' book I’ve read."
9. A Short Stay in Hell by Stephen L. Peck

"It is, simply put, the most disturbing book that I have encountered."
10. The Silent Patient by Alex Michaelides

"I read this in a few hours because I couldn’t put it down. Once I finished, I couldn’t read anything for a week or so since the incredible twist shook me so bad. I would highly recommend for anyone who likes a good mind-fuck."
11. The Girl With All the Gifts by M.R. Carey

"I picked it up on a whim without understanding what it was about. It begins in the perspective of this sweet little girl being held at this facility. You slowly begin to realize who she is, why she’s there, and what’s going to happen to her. I was scared to even LOOK at the book for weeks after."
12. The Mirror by Marlys Millhiser

"I won't spoil it for you...but it's safe to say I now greatly dislike old antique mirrors."
13. Titus Andronicus by William Shakespeare

"If you’ve only been exposed to his more mainstream plays, this one will shock you. Let's put it this way, one of the most disturbing scenes in Game of Thrones was just following one of the many nightmarish scenes from this play."
14. House of Sand and Fog by Andre Dubus III

"This is one of the most powerful and disturbing books I have ever read. What makes it so disturbing is the fact that all of the characters are good people and they have the best of intentions, but it all goes so wrong."
15. Child of God by Cormac McCarthy

"Set in the rural communities outside Knoxville, Tennessee, in the mountains, it follows a young man who has no impulse control, a very, VERY unhealthy sex drive, and some truly disturbing fetishes. I read it over a decade ago, and it still haunts me."
16. The Scarlet Gospels by Clive Barker

"From the first chapter, you witness an orgy that ends with a monster growing inside of and ripping through a woman...that's how it STARTS."
17. Maus by Art Spiegelman

"It’s a graphic novel written by a man whose grandfather lived through the Holocaust, and it’s told from his grandfather’s point of view. All the Jews are portrayed as mice, the SS/nazis are pigs, and I believe everyone else is cats and dogs, if I remember correctly? I read it in eighth grade — which was WAY too young — and it still fucks me up when I think about it."
18. Unwind by Neal Shusterman

"The concept that you can just 'unmake' your kids and harvest out their parts if they are perceived to be bad is so disturbing??? And when they actually went into detail about the unwinding, man...that scene is still in my mind and it's been years. I couldn't read the other books in the series."
19. If You Tell by Gregg Olsen

"I just finished this one. It's a true story about a woman who tortures her own family and friends. Somehow I missed the 'true story' part when I first started reading, and I couldn't wrap my head around someone writing fiction that was so depraved...only to find out it was true."
Now it's your turn! What's the most disturbing book you've ever read? And what was it that made said book stick with you? Share in the comments below!
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