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    Coping With The HIMYM Finale: A GIF Guide

    All. The Feels. (But not a lot of good ones.) Goodbye, How I Met Your Mother, you cruel mistress.

    At first I was all like:

    And then we got to the goodbyes and I was like:

    And then they started fast-forwarding through the years:

    And everyone was unhappy:

    And then I realized Robin was slowly phasing herself out:

    And then Barney and Robin announced they had gotten divorced, and I was like:

    And then I realized that it was really for real and not a joke like I had hoped:

    And then Barney reverted back to his trollish ways:

    But we finally get to see some glimpses of Ted and Tracy happy:

    Like when they finally meet in the rain under the yellow umbrella!

    And it was literally the cutest thing ever:

    And I hoped and hoped it would last:

    But of course it didn't:

    And then Robin is out, Barney is gross, and the Mother gets sick:

    Oh, and Barney has a kid that changes his life? Um, like:

    And then we find out that the Mother has been dead this whole time:

    And has been for SIX YEARS:

    So, Ted's kids tell him to go after Aunt Robin:

    Because after all, this was never a story about how Ted met their mother:

    It was about how he always loved Aunt Robin:

    And they totally committed to that idea and and I was like:

    Again, I prayed this was not really how it was all going to end:

    But it totally was, and there was nothing I could do about it:

    And it ended with Robin and Ted together, and now until the end of time I'll feel like this:

    I trusted you, HIMYM. I trusted you.