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    Rihanna Speaks Out for 1st Time About Chris Brown On 20/20

    For the first time since Rihanna was physically beaten by Chris Brown, she sat down with Diane Sawyer on 20/20 to discuss the incident, why she went back to him for a brief time and what she wants from Chris Brown. When shown a photo of herself from the night of the incident, Rihanna feels humiliated and ashamed. Ashamed and embarrassed for falling in love with Chris Brown – the person who was responsible for her bruised and battered face