For whatever reason, today is one of those days when everything is just..."blah."
On days like this, every decision becomes much more difficult...
Nothing sounds enticing...
And no matter how hard you try to focus, you simply can't think properly.
Which is draining, since you already feel off and your energy is low.
So you put on comfy clothes as a sort of invisible safety blanket...
And just try to get through the day.
Which is difficult because it's as if you're in a dull dreamlike state that you can't snap out of.
This causes you to be more quiet than usual.
Which then leads to a feeling of shyness and vulnerability.
Along with a shorter temper.
And even though you can tell that you're in this mood, you can't do anything about it.
This combination means you get frustrated more easily.
So you're quietly trapped in a strange smog of frustration mixed with nothingness.
And yes, the feeling itself is miserable, but what's even more discouraging is that you can't even explain it.
You know you don't feel like yourself, but you can't verbalize what the cause is, so you just settle with "blah."
Because that's how you feel. Blah.
