I am a mulatto, which means I am bi-racial. My father is black and my mother is white. My father is a retarded junkie and my mother is a mentally ill nervous wreck. They were made for each other in that they mostly care about themselves. Now there were and still are times where they show a little bit of love and compassion, but this is nowhere near enough to make up for the lack there of. I have two younger fraternal twin brothers(one of which has a severe case of autism) and a younger sister who is about to finish up college. I love all three of them very much.
I have always been a very shy, nervous, and introverted person. I was always a little behind everyone else and had to catch up. I can sit down and think about what I did wrong and how I can do better, reflect, evaluate and come to conclusions, but this is all after the fact. I've never been the kind of person that can be in the moment and always and quickly give the right response and make the right decision. I could never keep friends because I was too different and they didn't understand me and rather then try and open me up and communicate with me more and be more sociable they kept their distance and laughed at me. The few that I did keep went away or I moved.
Furthermore, I really can't stand people who talk about you behind your back and smile and lie to your face rather then help you by pointing out your mistakes and giving you constructive crtiticism thus helping you like they should. This type of asinine behaivor is one the main things that got me to the point where I am at right now and I really don't understand or like it. For the time being I am focusing of trying to better and redeem myself and give the best advice and guidance I can to my brother and sister. Now, initalliay, i was against these types of web sites because I felt like they were a waste of time and not made for a person like me. Recently, I have have gotton more of an understanding of this website and before this Twitter, and have realized that it is an important tool for communication and interaction.
As for my profile because of the reasons previously stated, there are only a few people that I will accept. Of course I will accept my brother and sister. I will also accept my youngest uncle. These three people are the ones who as much they could reached out, supported, interacted, and tryed to help me as much as they were able to. Also, and especially, if my grandmother could see and use a computer she would most defenitely be accepted too. I have wholeheartedly appreciated everything she's done. Last, but certainly not least and obviously I will accept beautiful, intelligent, understanding, and accepting women. To narrow it down a little bit my preference is a curvy and confident women who can contrast my not so confident and later this year muscular build. Now, this will have to be a very special lady for an intimate relationship, because although wer'e in a new age, I'm still for the more traditional way of meeting a women, which is our eyes locking, her smiling, and me asking her what's going on and her phone number. Well, I hope you got through this detailed and long winded bio and came out with an understading of who I am.