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    70 Thoughts You Had When Watching The One Tree Hil Finale

    If you don't remember your thoughts through the sniffling and kleenex, this might sum it up nicely

    1.I don't think I'm ready for this

    2.I'm going to cry

    3.Okay deep breath (presses play)

    4.Oh the river court

    5.Those biceps though

    6.DILF.

    7.Nathan has the voice of a beautifully masculine angel

    8.What a nice car

    9.I love Brooke

    10.My eyes are already itchy

    11.I wish they made a real movie of this show

    12.Would that defeat the purpose of it being a show?

    13.Young Hayley is all of us

    14.Minus the teen pregnancy

    15.And marriage

    16.Is that beard real Chris?

    17.Quinn and Clay are life goals

    18.Jamie Scott: the greatest character

    19.This show always had such good music

    20.Still can't believe those bastards took Nathan

    21.Nope, not a real beard

    22.Mouth and Millie are life goals

    23.At least Dan did something with his money

    24.Brooke's clothes <3

    25.This would be better with P. Sawyer

    26.Brooke and Julian are life goals

    27.I love Hayley's voice

    28.I wish I could sing

    29.Logan gives Jamie run for his money

    30.The way Nathan looks at Hayley is life goals

    31.Hayley James, wife, guitar, porn star?

    32.There's still a part of me that ships Chris and Hayley

    33.A small part

    34.You are a loaded gun Chris Keller

    35.There's a river court, Jamie, Nathan, but no Lucas :(

    36.Nathan is dad goals

    37.Bevin!

    38.HE CALLED HER MOM

    39.*Cries*

    40.Mouth, you deserve everything

    41.I want a little corner of the world

    42.Still quietly shipping Chris and Hayley

    43.Gavin Degraw! The mastermind behind the theme song

    44.Aw the gangs all together.. except Lucas and Payton

    45.We will never say you never gave us anything!

    46.* Cries * what a happy family!

    47.Jimmy Edwards :(

    48.Keith! ;(

    49.Skills and Mouth's are friendship goals

    50.Kissing in the rain is a thing for them

    51.I bet her bought her the house

    52.Called it.

    53.They are finally a family!

    54.Hayley is mom goals

    55.Tree Hill is everyone's home

    56.I want to be Brooke

    57.Another flash-forward?

    58.Their kids are beautiful

    59.A MOUTH AND MILLIE BABY

    60.I feel the tears

    61.4 minutes left

    62.We've come full circle

    63.Jamie beat his record!

    64.Yep, I'm crying

    65.So inspirational

    66.Bevin and Skills <3

    67.Now I'm balling

    68.I WANTED TO SEE TEENAGE JAMIE

    69.And now I'm an emotional wreck

    70.Watch again? Yes.