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    When You Are An Autistic Girl With A Crush In College

    We don't understand this shit, someone please explain.

    Noticing a cute boy/girl

    Realizing that they are in a class with you

    Spending every second of class staring at them intently

    No, seriously. EVERY. SINGLE. SECOND.

    Reading everything they've ever posted on Facebook

    Working up the courage to say "hello"

    Introducing yourself

    Following them around school

    Trying to impress them with your intelligence

    Asking them to the school dance

    Getting turned down

    Coping with rejection

    Preparing for the dance

    At the dance (while completely hammered)

    Noticing your crush has a date

    Reacting to the fact that your crush has a date

    Your crush being afraid of you

    Being forever known as the creepy stalker girl

    And even your room mate stops talking to you

    So you're always crying...

    ...but whenever someone walks in you pretend to laugh and it looks weird

    Then you meet someone new!

    This never ends, not even after you graduate college