15 Reasons Why Being A One Direction Fan In 2015 Was Hard AF

Honestly, if you survived this year you are immortal.

15. Rainbow Bear

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What does it mean?! Who controls the bear? What is going on?!

14. On The Road Again

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The boys traveled all over the world performing in sell-out stadiums for their fans. New tours = the boys doing stupid things on stage and hilarious videos to go along with it.

13. Zayn's new music

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No one likes Naughty Boy, but that track he released of Zayn singing "I Don't Mind" got me feeling all sorts of ways. If you haven't listened to it, check it out here.

12. Niall's Hat

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Niall Horan or a cast member of Newsies? The world may never know.

11. Made In The A.M.

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New One Direction album = a whole lot of feels.

10. Music videos galore

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From Drag Me Down to Perfect, the boys produced two successful music videos that reached over a million views on Youtube.

9. Elounor spilt

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This may not have been that big of a deal since so many fans predicted the break-up, but still.

8. Zerrie spilt

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They were engaged for two years, but in August, Zayn called it off. RIP Zerrie 2012-2015

7. Brianna Jungwirth

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SERIOUSLY, WHO IS SHE?! Also, is that Louis' actual baby or not? HOW HAS THIS PREGNANCY GONE ON FOR SO LONG??

6. Sophiam spilt

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Seeing them break up was one of the saddest things. RIP Sophiam 2013-2015

5. Zayn leaving One Direction

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March 25, 2015 AKA the day the world fell apart.

4. Naughty Boy vs. Louis

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#louisslayednaughtyboy

3. Zayn vs. Louis

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*Cue the millions of fangirls crying*

2. Zayn vs. Naughty Boy

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Iconic moment in history.

1. One Direction's Break

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Just wake me up when it is 2017.

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So if you survived all the One Direction craziness of 2015, congratulations. Now let's have a big fandom hug.