I know we've had our issues.
I still think you don't need to be so harsh on people, but maybe, just maybe, that's not only your fault.
Let's say that the way things began are to blame - I wasn't really into you at first, as you might have noticed.
Of course you can argue that I didn't even bother getting to know you better, but we weren't actually speaking the same language at the time, and that made things kind of hard for me.
So, I guess, what I'm trying to do here is apologize.
But before that: come on, you have to agree with me - we didn't even have our first date and jumped right into a serious relationship. We've missed some important steps there.
How should I know I could trust you? How should I know that you weren't going to seduce me and turned me into one of your many obsessed fans?
All of those fancy restaurants, cool places, nice stores, interesting people - being with you is like riding a roller coaster that travels around the world in one day. Needless to say that it can really turn a girl's head upside down. Except for me - I'm not an easy catch.
I've heard a lot of people talking wonders about you and I really thought I was immune to you charm - that's no longer the truth.
Cliché as it is I only realized that after I left you. It is still a mystery how and when I began to like all of the things that used to drive me crazy. All of a sudden you became peculiar instead of confusing, comforting instead of cold, and familiar instead of strange.
You might have never waited that long to hear this, but hands out- New York, I love you. I'm really hoping for a fresh start.
PS:No hard feelings, right?