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    Confessions Of An Addict

    Confessions of an Addict by John Seiler

    The craving is unstoppable. The feeling you give me is surreal. The way you make my sorrows disappear. How does so much power come in such a little pill? I thought you were making me happy. But all you were doing was hiding the pain while silently tearing my world to pieces. Because of you, I'm no longer the person I used to be. I've lost everything. And yet here I am wanting you again. It's like a never ending cycle of chaos.