The "Break The Silence" Docu-Series Is An Emotional Look At The Life of BTS

    The series offers an intimate look behind the scenes of the band's 2018-2019 world tour.

    1. When Jin opened up about not feeling good enough.

    2. And then jokingly lamented how lazy he is.

    3. When Jimin tried to buy something at the Apple Store and got overwhelmed by the crowd.

    4. And later that day he and J-Hope were followed by the paparazzi.

    5. When everyone was eating together and wondered where Jungkook had disappeared to – and the camera cut to him running through their hotel on a one-man mission to find some chicken.

    6. When Jin described the emptiness that follows the extreme high of performing at concerts.

    7. And RM talked about how the joy of the stage can actually drive you insane, touching on one of the themes of their most recent single "On".

    8. When everyone made fun of Suga for avoiding eye contact with them during performances.

    9. And they all reminisced about their many fights over food.

    10. But then they talked about how envious they are of their friends' ordinary lives.

    11. And RM explained how the careers they love have come at a personal cost.

    12. When Suga also said that while he's gained a lot, he's lost things that are important to him – something he explores in his newly-released mixtape, D-2.

    13. And Jin also talked about how he'd lost people close to him.

    14. When V imitated an opera singer at rehearsals and cracked everyone else up – especially Suga.

    15. And RM tried out some new glasses and embraced his inner dad energy.

    16. When J-Hope revealed that, although he loves what he does, sometimes the struggles of idol life make him want to run away.

    17. And he revealed that he feels a lot of pressure to maintain a certain public persona.

    18. And Jungkook also opened up about the pressure he feels to live up to people's perception of him – something he explores in this snippet of his yet-to-be-released song "Decalcomania".

    19. When Suga revealed the unlikely reason the stage for his solo, "Seesaw", involves a door.

    20. When J-Hope cracked up that someone on the street recognized him – but also didn't.

    21. And Jin wished J-Hope a happy birthday – a day too early.

    22. When Suga revealed the heartbreaking lyrics to the song "Tear" were actually written for the other members of BTS.

    23. When all seven members had a long and frank conversation about their fears about the possibility of BTS disbanding sometime in the future.

    24. And Jungkook talked about feeling like he'd have nothing without BTS, adding that the idea of them disbanding worries him a lot.

    25. When J-Hope broke the tension by teasing the camera.

    26. When the editors juxtaposed the band's early logs with current footage of them achieving all their dreams.

    27. And every single time the members talked about how meaningful their connection is, how much they love each other, and how it feels like fate that they're together.