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    Top 12 Sufjan Stevens Songs

    (or 17 When I Decide I Can't Decide) - this Throwback Thursday is a Playlist/Facebook "Note" (wow) of my favorite Sufjan Stevens songs as of May 2012.

    TBT: Sufjan Stevens Top 12 (or 17 When I Decide I Can't Decide)

    "Sufjan Stevens is my favorite musician, ever. He was my first concert (other than The Wiggles, which, no, thank you for asking, I would not like to talk about). Granted I was late to the concert game, I didn't see Sufjan/my first concert until I was 19 years old and a Sophomore in college (went with my best fran Lesley Ann!). But he is still my favorite, and he was my favorite before I saw him live; now he's just more my favorite. Also, you should know that I was late to the whole iTunes and real music game too. I did all the Britney and the Backstreet back in my day, but when I got too embarrassed to let people walk into my room and see things like Oops, I Did It Again, M2M, and the Titanic soundtrack, I repressed my amazing taste in music and pretended to myself and everyone that I only liked Movie Soundtracks, instrumental music, and obscure operatic/orchestral show soundtracks from Cirque du Soleil. Then, in my senior year of high school, a great friend, Lauren, really brought me into the real world and opened my eyes to the wealth of artists that were out there waiting for me. One of the first songs I listened to from the 3 mix-cds she gave me was For the Widows in Paradise, For the Fatherless in Ypsilanti by Sufjan Stevens. The rest was, as they say, history.

    Now, I was trying to spread the good word to my friend Erin just recently. I was basically force feeding her posts about music and especially links to Sufjan Stevens. In the process of trying to Google how to spell ridiculous Sufjan song names like Ypsilanti and Casimir Pulaski, I ran across someone's attempt to narrow down a list of the Top 20 Sufjan Songs (http://www.thewildhoneypie.com/my-20-fave-sufjan-songs/). So I decided I needed to limit myself and figure out what songs I really needed to be sharing with the friends that ask me about this amazing artitst.

    As I began, I critically and quickly weeded through all 182 of my Sufjan songs and placed any songs I thought could reasonably end up on my top 12 into an iTunes playlist. Round 1: 31 songs... I have work to do... after losing a lot of sleep and crying about 7 times, I finally got the list down to 17. Now, I'm frozen. Every time I try to move forward, I think of my favorite part of each song, compare it to another, and I start pinning the songs against each other. I wish they could just fight to the death in front of me so I didn't have this ungodly god-like role of choosing between them. Hey guys, I promise I'll pick 12. But I'll have my 5 honorable mentions just for the people I pretend might care. Of course, no one cares about any of this. But I should be writing a paper, and isn't that why we're all here??

    Becca, I tagged you too. You probably understand my dilemma and might find this mildly entertaining. Let's do coffee soon."

    - Michael (circa 2012)

    Top 12:

    Oh, and…

    Honorable Mentions:

    I made a YouTube playlist with all the songs in order from 1 to 17, I don't know what took me so long to compile a Sufjan playlist…

    17. Size Too Small (Seven Swans - 2004)

    View this video on YouTube

    The Best Man / Via youtube.com

    Sufjan is, The Best Man. To be clear...

    16. Come Thou Fount Of Every Blessing (Songs For Christmas, Vol. II: Hark! - 2002)

    View this video on YouTube

    Santa Sufjan Claus / Via youtube.com

    Sounds like Christmas Eve!

    15. Futile Devices (Age of Adz - 2010)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan Stevens and a guitar / Via youtube.com

    Words are Futile Devices.

    14. Romulus (Greetings from Michigan! The Great Lakes State - 2003)

    View this video on YouTube

    I have that tee shirt, the green Illinoise one / Via youtube.com

    ^p.s. this specific performance makes my heart break placing this song number 14.

    13. To Be Alone With You (Seven Swans - 2004)

    View this video on YouTube

    A 2004 Alt-Aesthetic / Via youtube.com

    ^opening line is basically what brings this song to number 13, no explanation why necessary?

    12. The Perpetual Self, Or "What Would Saul Alinsky Do?" (The Avalanche - 2006)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan's many talents / Via youtube.com

    See also "Babies" trailer.

    11. John Wayne Gacy, Jr. (Come On Feel The Illinoise! - 2005)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan's creepy songwriting / Via youtube.com

    I don't even know if this is the actual music video, okay?

    10. Pittsfield (The Avalanche - 2006)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan's pits / Via youtube.com

    This song's the pits.

    9. Casimir Pulaski Day (Come On Feel The Illinoise! - 2005)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan's tear jerker / Via youtube.com

    Cry! Cry! Cry, I say!

    8. All Delighted People (All Delighted People EP - 2010)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan and his friends / Via youtube.com

    Sufjan and all his friends want you to listen.

    7. Vesuvius (Age of Adz - 2010)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan via Pompeii / Via youtube.com

    Vesuvius, I am here.

    6. The Predatory Wasp Of The Palisades Is Out To Get Us! (Come On Feel The Illinoise! - 2005)

    View this video on YouTube

    Suffragette Stupendous / Via youtube.com

    BeeeeeeeeeeSSSSSSSS!!

    5. Chicago (Come On Feel The Illionise! - 2005)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan Stevens Carell / Via youtube.com

    That song in Little Miss Sunshine.

    4. The Transfiguration (Seven Swans - 2004)

    View this video on YouTube

    The Majesty Songbird and the Magical Chinese Butterfly Brigade / Via youtube.com

    Majesty Songbird wings and some songs of God.

    3. The Mistress Witch from McClure (The Avalanche - 2006)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan's pretty face / Via youtube.com

    And follow him once more...

    2. Impossible Soul (Age of Adz - 2010)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan's party and the Age of Adz / Via youtube.com

    ^Live- Complete the Full 25 minutes of Awesome Dancing and Hilarity and Auto-Tune Mocking

    1. For The Widows In Paradise, For The Fatherless In Ypsilanti (Greetings From Michigan: The Great Lakes State - 2003)

    View this video on YouTube

    Sufjan's banjo and tee / Via youtube.com

    ^so what if I'm slightly biased, it was the song I lost my Sufjan-virginity with, of course it's #1.