Sometimes I feel all the emotions flooding in all at one second
My heart is burdened with the overflow and I lie on the couch
The whole world tumbling down on me
Sometimes I wipe away my tear and think to myself
But life goes on, right? I think of every moment, search every corner of my memory
And make sure this is the right decision to make but as always
Right decisions feel so wrong, so wrong
That I can not find any justification why I decide to rip myself away from you
What about the laughs we had
When I said "American Captain" or when I couldn't pronounce Iron Man correctly
When you made fun of my tired eyes and I said,
"Hey, that's racist" and we both cracked up
When I hurt myself while doing literally nothing, wait,
I may have thrown a wrench at my own forehead while putting together
The most uncomfortable futon couch
And you called me clumsy
Or, when you would hold the phone close to your face and make funny expressions
When you said, "I must like you a lot" waking up at six in the morning to
Take me to the airport
That time we had Bojangle's and
We had Bojangle's again the next morning before I left
I thought that was love and love is forever
But then, a day went by and I heard nothing from you
Life in this massive land of insanity crowded you out of my brain
That feeling scared me, like a rabbit waking up to a starving wolf waiting to eat it fast And alive
The good and the bad and the crazy and everything scrambled in my mind and
Traveled through every vein in me and my hands were numb
I have so many questions
A million doubts and gazillion guesses of
What we could and could not be
They scatter in my body and paralyze me
I am just lying here, face in my palms
Letting all the thoughts, ideas, questions, emotions, guesses, suspicions, Convincingness, doubts, confusion run over me like
I can't breathe and I don't need to
I walked away from you and I don't know where I am going
But after all the tears, I sit up, thinking about the unforeseeable future of my life
And I hope one day when circumstances shift
You will still make fun of my English and
I tickle you back for revenge on the couch
Like life never cast us apart
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