This post has not been vetted or endorsed by BuzzFeed's editorial staff. BuzzFeed Community is a place where anyone can create a post or quiz. Try making your own!Buzz·Posted on Feb 7, 201424 Things That Randomly Happen When You Become PolyamorousThe loving multiple people struggle is real.by whiskeygypsyCommunity ContributorLinkFacebookPinterestTwitterMail You've added this book to your reading list. And it's covered in highlighter marks, sticky notes, and conversation points for you and your partner(s). You know this entire flow chart by heart. You get freakishly good at juggling you're newly complex life via Google Calendar. This item makes you giggle (as does a remarkably large portion of the hardware store). You find yourself explaining your relationship a lot. Like, a lot a lot. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You get used to the varied reactions from those who you choose to tell about your relationships. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You find yourself saying, "No, Jealousy is a part of the relationship and we work through it." Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF Speaking of that, you learn to talk with your partner(s) about everything. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You will totally get overwhelmed. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF And you'll figure out that it's fine, because you get to know people in a really cool way. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You will learn so much about yourself (and who you're with). Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You find yourself saying "it's complicated" a lot. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You discover how important alone time is. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF Getting ready for a date, and watching your partner get ready for a date night becomes one of the best things ever. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF Con: You still have to go on first dates with new people. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF Pro: you still get to go on first dates with new people. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You discover that its not about sex really at all. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF Even if sometimes it totally is. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You learn a lot about people. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You will find that, even once you've gotten comfortable with yourself and relationship, you get judged Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF And it might make you angry, but you've decided what makes you happy and you're working on it. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF Just remember: As your choices are totally valid so are theirs. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF You will likely find yourself navigating waters a previous you never thought you'd navigate. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF And in the end, loving yourself and your partners in the way that allows you to be ethically who you are is awesome. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF