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    10 Struggles Only People With Clinical Depression Will Understand

    If you have clinical depression, you can probably relate to these 10 mega struggles that just make you want to say ugh, really?

    1. When You Can't Remember The Last Time You Were Happy

    2. Trying To Explain To Your Parents That It Isn't Their Fault You Hate Everything About Yourself And Your Life

    3. Not Being Able To Look At A Sharp Object Without Wondering How Long It Would Take To Kill Yourself With It

    4. Being Unable To Connect Emotionally With Anyone

    5. Relying On Pills For Enough Artificial Happiness To Get You Through The Day

    6. When You Can't Go To Sleep At Night Because Of All The Sad Thoughts In Your Head

    7. When You're Hanging Out With Your Best Friends And All You Can Think About Is How You Are Dying On The Inside And They'll Never Know

    8. When Not Even The Funniest Things Can Make You Laugh

    9. Being Unmotivated To Do Anything Because Everything Is Empty And Meaningless

    10. Literally Wishing You Were Dead