Little did I know that changed me. After a few weeks of the 13 reasons why hype and my twin brother saying not to watch it because its so good. First, I am a real TV and movie person. I really can get into the drama of the theme and the whole production in general. I get attached and obsessive over the roles and how they act. I micro analyze them and see myself in them. Anyways, when I started 13 Reasons Why I was so excited and deeply concentrated on it the whole time. From start to finish I said wow this is intense I cant wait to see why all of this is happening. I thought they shot it showing the end first and then explaining it all through the season. I was wrong. I was heartbroken. I was in disbelief when I looked at the title after and it said Tape 13. The whole hour was so powerful and had me tearing up at almost all climaxes in the short episode. I am now going to track my progress by starting on Tape 1. Come with me on this dysfunctional journey of watching the season finale first.