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    Anyone Still Here?

    oh god I hope y'all are okay

    Hey, so I know I haven't been on BuzzFeed in months but I really wanted to check in on all of you because you're like family to me, but when I came on I saw no one seemed active anymore... and I know there are some people who were talking about leaving. Listen I really just need to know y'all are okay. When covid started we were all probably thrown off guard, and it must've been hard for all of us, but I found you guys, and I've known y'all for what two years now? yea, it's been that long. And over that past two years when I was broken and putting myself back together you guys were here for me. Every day I came on here and you all helped me slowly put back the pieces of myself. I care about you all so much and you're like family to me, I wouldn't be the same without any of you. You guys have always been here for me and you brought me joy, which I hadn't had in a long time. I just don't think I can lose any of you- we've been through too much. And although you guys probably don't feel the same way, this is how I feel. And without you guys... well I just don't know how I'm gonna cope. When I was going through something really huge you guys were the only people there, and you healed me. we've had so many great times together and I don't just want to through that away. I really regret taking a break... I was just being stupid. please please please reach out to me if you're still here... I need to know if you're all okay. welp, this kinda just turned into a rant- but I hope you've all been staying safe and healthy and I hope you're all doing well. please take care of yourselves, love you all <3