be strong, hold on

please don't kill yourself

i close my eyes to make my thoughts disappear but actually it makes the voices even louder, i can't run away from what i hear, so i'm just gonna shout...hope that this cloud of sadness above my world will fade... quietly, yes, i don't believe in society although the only thing that keeps me alive are the songs, the poems, yes the words of people that survived maybe they didn't want to exist at first too, hit their heads at their walls at night because they couldn't stand this constant shit anymore, but maybe.. maybe now they do but still...here i am, begging on the floor, hoping that death will come to rip me apart, end this unlimited war inside me and heal my aching sores oh dear death, please take my heart

this is how i felt, now i'm truly happy. stay strong