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1. Always being exhausted and no amount of sleep helps
2. Not being able to get out of bed
3. Being numb, and not feeling anything
4. Or you have this feeling of being empty
5. Feeling like you ruin other people's happiness with your depression
6. You can barely hold yourself toghether
7. Because everyday is a fight
8. And then suddenly have a mental breakdown out of nowhere, and not being able to stop crying
9. Not seeing a reason to get up in the morning
10. You're dark and twisty inside
11. You're always "fine"
12. You feel invisible to everyone around you
13. You have no passion, goals or any plans for the future
14. Those people who think you can just snap out of it
15. Because when you try to explain they don't understand, but neither do you
16. You just want someone who understands it
17. Your life is definitely not how you planned it
18. Asking yourself this question a lot
19. You don't want to be alone
20. But you usually wanna be left alone
21. You definitely don't want anyone seeing you have a breakdown
22. You shut off your feelings, because you don't want to hurt
23. You struggle to let anyone in
24. And you are not good at sticking around
25. You try your best just to get through the day
26. You just wanna feel a little better
27. When people comment on your bad mood you say things like this so you don't have to tell them about your depression
28. Because you definetly don't want people looking at you like this
29. Sometimes you don't even want others to be happy
30. You feel like you always win this game
31. It's like your life is in slow motion
32. Your life feel like an endless cycle of this
33.
34. And you do your best, hoping that one day it will be better
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