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    Red Soldier. POV Story. Part Six!!!!

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    If I put * before and after a sentence that means it is me telling you guys something and it is not part of the story!

    Background

    you and yelena are twins. nat is your older sister. you were all brought to the red room. Nat said that when she escaped she would come back for the two of you but its been 5 years and she still hasnt come back so you have assumed she either forgot about you, or she was caught and killed. you have the power to mind read, talk to people through their minds and put nightmares in peoples minds. you are also a very skilled fighter. ( I mean your at the red room you kinda have to be. )

    previously on

    a couple days have past since your kiss when you are watching tv and bucky comes down. y/n - "hey bucky..." bucky - "what's wrong" y/n - "can I ask you something?" bucky - "anything" he comes and sits next to you. y/n - "why is hydra after you?"

    Red soldier!

    Part 6!

    y/n - "why is hydra after you?"

    bucky - "umm" the toaster dings. bucky - "oh my toast is ready" he gets up and gets his toast. later that day you try to ask him again. but he avoids it again when he got a text. it night time and the two of you are in bed wen you try to ask him again. y/n - "bucky?" he can hear the concern in your voice. bucky - "yes?" bucky - "I really need to know why hydra is after you" he turns his head so he isnt making eye contact with you. y/n - "bucky please" he is starting to feel bad but knows he can't talk about it. y/n - "look I know that whatever happened was really bad because I asked steve about you nightmares and he said it came from your time at hydra but he wouldn't tell me what happened." bucky - "YOU ASKED STEVE ABOUT MY NIGHTMARES?!?" the harshness in his voice scares you and you back away a little. bucky notices that he scared you, but he can not talk about this, especially not you. so he doesnt say anything and just stares at you. y/n - "I-I-I'm s-sorry I shouldn't have asked s-steve." you turn the other way so you are no longer facing him. and fall asleep. bucky lays awake knowing that he scared you and probably hurt you by yelling at you . and just as you two were finally becoming friends.

    you wake up in the middle of the night to the sound of bucky jerking awake from a nightmare.

    he is breathing heavily. you wake up to comfort him but he pushes you away and tells you he is fine. you can tell that he isnt but decide not to pry. you try to fall back asleep but cant. you look over to bucky to see if he is fine, he has fallen back to sleep and looks very peaceful. you wake up the next morning and see bucky watching you sleep ( not in a creepy way ) he looks so calm and relaxed so you close your eyes hoping he didnt see them open. but of course he did. bucky chuckling - "y/n I know your awake, I saw you open you eyes. " you dont respond as you are trying to pretend you are still asleep but you let a small smile escape and bucky starts tickling you. your are laughing and bucky is chuckling at you laughing. y/n still laughing - "bucky stop bahahahhaha" bucky stops and he is on top of you. you two are face to face. bucky - "y/n I'm really sorry for how I reacted and treated you yesterday, its just that that is a dark part of my life that I dont like to talk about." y/n - "I get it, I dont like to talk about the red room either. but what about this, what if I tell you about my time at the red room, will you tell me about why hydra it after you then?" bucky - "ok" y/n - "great!" you get up and have your shower then go to the kitchen for breakfast.

    when you get downstairs bucky has a big breakfast made. pancakes, waffles and fruit. and he made milkshakes.

    you sit down next to him and dish breakfast for yourself. you are eating in silence for a few minutes until you decide to speak up. you clear your throat. y/n - "i guess i have to tell you?" bucky - "if you want me to tell you about why hydra is after me then yes" y/n - " ok then. when I was 6 the red room had taken me and my two sister, nat and yelena. i was there for about 30 years until nat helped us escape." bucky - "what happened while you where there?" y/n - "umm where do I even begin. we are all trained assassins, we were trained from the age of 15. before then we were taught ballet as it helps with being sneaky. while we were there we didnt know any better that was our life it didnt seem like we had been kidnappen, and we were brainwashed so we couldnt remember life before. when nat escaped we were brainwashed to beileve she was now the enemy, that is why we attack the compound." you are thinking about whether you should tell him about how you cant have kids anymore, but you decide not to. bucky - "wow that sound awful" y/n - "yeah. anyway it your turn" you say dishing yourself seconds. bucky - "ok well then..." he tell you everything. how he fell off the train, hydra got him, brainwashed him into being an assassin, ( their best one too ) how they would freeze him, how he was instructed to kill steve, like I said before, everything. when he is done he looks at you and sees that you are in a state of shock. y/n - "omg bucky" you are on the verge of tears. bucky in almost a whisper - "hey hey, I'm ok now see." you have a tear going down your face. he takes his hand and wipes away your tears. he gets up and hugs you to let you know that he is fine. y/n - "im so sorry, i had no idea" bucky - "it's fine" he is stroking your hair in attempt to calm you down.

    hope you enjoyed and sorry it took so long to get this part out. this story will be continued! let me know your fav parts in the comments.