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Mixed Kids Are Sharing What It's Like To Grow Up Biracial, Having Society Constantly Label Them, And The Differences In Being Raised By A White Mom Vs. A Black Mom

"I know there are a lot of kids who are mixed who are still kind of lost in who they really are."

Recently, after various individuals went viral on TikTok for sharing their experiences growing up as a mixed race person, the conversations shifted to how being raised by a white mom and Black dad vs. a Black mom and white dad shaped their identity. BuzzFeed reached out to five of these people. Here are their stories:

Growing up with a white mom in a predominantly Black community meant feeling ostracized for most of 17-year-old Christian Herron's life.

"My entire life growing up was really hard for me," he explained. "Whenever I told somebody I was mixed, they’d laugh at me."

a TikTok screenshot with multiple faces in the shot

Christian's father passed away when he was very young, so his exposure to the Black side of his family came from living with his aunt in St. Louis, where he said the community was very much "Black culture for real." So when he moved to Illinois in second or third grade, it was a slight "culture shock" to suddenly be thrust back into a predominantly white community.

Screenshot of Christian on TikTok

Elizabeth Booker Houston, a 31-year-old in DC, also grew up with a white mother and a Black father. She believes that how in touch mixed kids are to their Black culture can often depend upon which parent is white. "Especially when your white parent is your mother — because of how society is set up, mothers tend to do a lot of the upbringing," she explained.

A selfie of Elizabeth with her hand on her head

Elizabeth added that although her dad can of course relate to the racism she experiences, he is unable to relate to her "main maternal influences" being white women.

Growing up, she said she internalized a lot of racism, so that she felt "lucky" to be seen as "mixed" rather than "Black." "I used to always correct people when they would say, 'Oh you’re Black,' and I would say, 'No I’m mixed."

Elizabeth on TikTok saying, "My dad didn't do that. He taught me my culture. I loved my culture."

It wasn't until high school that Elizabeth realized her "identity" was being used in a way she was no longer OK with. "Around 16 or 17, I had so many Black women idols and I started to dissect internally how wrong those comments were, and around 18 or 19, I learned what colorism meant."

Elizabeth on TikTok saying, "Us mixed kids need to combat that misogynoir as well as internalized racism."

Elizabeth admitted that although she loves her mother dearly, she does believe had she been raised by a Black mother, her experience growing up would have been a lot different. "I think if I had had a Black mother, I would have been a lot less likely to experience the level of internalized racism that I experienced."

Elizabeth on TikTok saying, "about the fact that mixed children with white mothers tend to. be more exposed to internalized racism and colorism because of the lack of intersectionality among white feminists."

Twenty-two-year old Riley Simpson grew up with a white mom and Black father until her father's death when she was 13. "I think that a mother still provides motherly needs, and a father still provides fatherly needs. But I didn’t grow up with a Black mom, so I don't really know."

She said growing up, her family didn't really talk about race, because her dad wanted she and her brother to feel "normal." "It wasn't until my brother came home after karate, and was like 'Why am I the only Black kid in the room?'" that she first began to question her identity.

Riley believes growing up as a mixed race person with a white mom did make it difficult for her to make friends with other Black kids. "Black people have more respect for you if you came out of a Black person’s vagina," she said. "So Black people really did not like me, and as far as making female friends, I couldn't get accepted by the African Americans, and even when I had African American friends they would make it very clear that I’m not Black and I can’t say the 'N' word."

Riley in her car on TikTok with the words, "Questions I get asked being biracial"

Not fitting in with Black or white kids is a universal experience for mixed kids, according to 19-year-old Hayden Gretczko. "People that were full Black would tell me that I’m not Black and people that were full white would tell me that I’m not white," he explained. "I kind of had an identity crisis for a little bit. I never really thought about it [being mixed] until people started bringing it up to me in third grade."

Hayden grew up in the Bronx with a Black mom and a white dad, and later moved to North Carolina when he was 11. He believes that growing up with a mother who was Black allowed him to explore his "identity" sooner. "I know there are a lot of kids who are mixed who are still kind of lost in who they really are," he said. "To me, when a kid is growing up, most of their foundation is their mother, and a lot of times the mom is the one giving guidance. So that direction that they get from their mother [plays] a very important role in growing up. My friends that had a white mom — they didn't know how to take care of their hair, or didn't learn that until like, high school."

Selfie of Hayden

Growing up with one Black parent and one white parent is one thing, but growing up with one Black parent and one white parent that are separated really highlighted the different parenting styles for 28-year-old Jaclyn Brown. "I think a better word would be that Black parents are more cautious, but I get why it’s seen as strict," she said.

Jaclyn was born in Houston, Texas but moved to Louisiana when she was 13. "I was the only biracial student in my entire middle school. Everyone was either white or Black, and there were only two Hispanic kids."

Jaclyn said the older she gets the more "self-aware" she becomes about her identity, and she feels that the confusion around mixed race individuals comes from others constantly trying to label her.

Jaclyn smiling with the caption, "When you're the Black mom white dad biracial"

One of the biggest misconceptions about being mixed that Riley, Elizabeth, Hayden, Christian, and Jaclyn all agree on, is the notion that mixed people don't experience racism.

"My great grandmother was extremely racist," Jaclyn sad. "And I wouldn't even be surprised if she didn’t know I was half Black."

TikTok screenshot of Jaclyn with the words, "They say 'can I touch it,' I hear 'can I pet you?'"

"They think that our lives have no problems because we are Black and white," Riley said. "But if we get arrested, we are considered Black; if a police pulls me over, I’m Black."

Riley dancing with her mother

"I feel like the reason why mixed people are told they are not Black is because some Black people define being Black as always facing oppression, and always having to overcome something," Hayden explained. "And they don’t feel mixed people experience the same issues."

"There is no certain way to be Black, and there is no certain way to be white," Christian said.

Christian saying "having a good day during BHM"

Elizabeth also added that while she does indeed experience racism, she believes it's important for mixed people to understand that at times, they may have more privilege than other Black people. "For myself and many biracial people, we live in two worlds," she explained. "For example, when we see conversations about Black women being discriminated against in the workplace for having 4C hair — I am not part of that conversation, my job is to be an ally."

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