Hi, I am a 19 year old girl who has always been confused about almost everything. When I was a kid, I told my mom 'I don’t want to be an engineer or a doctor when i grow up', and i stuck to it. Everyone in my family is either a doctor or an engineer, and I wanted to be something creative and fun. In my teen years, I found some amazing friends, who are still a part of my world. We were a group everyone knew about. We used to perform in school programs, programs organised at cluster and district level, we had fun, and I started thinking, maybe, I should do something related to music. Little did I know, it isn’t that easy becoming a pop star. I think, I tried or maybe I didn’t, but i knew i didn’t have the thing a rock star needs, so I dropped the idea of getting into music.
Little did I know, it isn’t that easy becoming a pop star. I think, I tried or maybe I didn’t, but I knew I didn’t have the thing a rock star needs, so I dropped the idea of getting into music. When I turned 15, I tried my hand at editing stuff. I started with editing pictures of people, then I started editing random pictures and adding relatable quotes to them. I even made a Facebook page for this, guess it was going well, but then I got busy, and I lost interest. I did nothing for two years.
When I turned 18, it was time I got into college, and I didn’t really know what I wanted to do, but what I did know was, I wanted to do something creative. I opted for B.Com Advertising and International Marketing. Now advertising sounds fun, right? First year passed by, and I just learnt a few things. Even in the middle of the first year I wanted to do something, but again didn’t.
Today, I was going through my Instagram , and I found that people of my age, of my class have started doing stuff, and I am here doing nothing. Of course, some of them are lucky and some of them are working really hard, but me? I am neither lucky nor am I working hard. So, I ended up thinking what I want to do. I came up with three options. 1) Editing 2) writing stuff 3) making videos. I couldn’t decide. Here I am typing this whole thing, and though, I couldn’t decide what I wanted to do, I somehow feel better typing this.
Well, I guess, writing my heart out is better than feeling bad about myself, right? You get the message kids? KEEP TRYING. DO NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT YOURSELF.
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