This obsessive, relentless search for "balance" is contrary to the state of nature as scientific observation indicates our bodies, life as we know it, the planet we live on and the universe itself are not and never have been in "balance."
Let's start with our hands
Even our eyes
Our goddamn DNA
All of life as we know it
The planet we all live on
The orbit and revolution of aforementioned planet
The entire Universe
"Balance" is basically a unicorn.
How much time and energy do we waste looking for "balance?"
What if we just accepted and embraced imbalance?
Being the unbalanced, imperfect person you already are...