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Rupert Grint reflected on how his sense of identity changed toward the end of the Harry Potter films.
During the new HBO Max reunion, Rupert was asked by Daniel Radcliffe how he looked back on the Harry Potter days now. "I'm very proud to have been a part of them," Rupert began.
"I think towards the end, especially finishing, I feel like I lost track of who I was and who the character was," he continued. "I didn't really know where they ended or began."
Daniel then echoed Rupert's sentiment, saying, "There were some things that I'm just like, 'Who am I? What do I like to do? What is important to me?'"
Rupert then continued, "It's weird things — even my name didn't really feel like my name. I felt like I only knew how to do one thing. I knew how to play Ron."
"It's almost like we did the most extreme form of method acting," Emma Watson emphasized.
Elsewhere in the reunion special, both Rupert and Emma said that they considered quitting the franchise due to the pressures of fame. Rupert explained, "I also had similar feelings to Emma — kind of contemplating what life would be like if I called it a day, but we never really spoke about it."
This isn't the first time Rupert has been candid about struggling with fame during Harry Potter, previously saying in 2018, "I think I lost myself a little bit along the way. With the fame, you’re almost being the character even when you’re not in character."
