"What if I recreated one of the challenges from Zumbo's Just Desserts," I heard myself say in a meeting. "It would be funny because, you know, I can't cook."
Just Desserts is the latest in competitive cooking shows, with mad genius Adriano Zumbo testing the limits of some of Australia's best amateur bakers. Zumbo, for the record, has been referred to as the "Dark Lord of the Pastry Kitchen". I now understand why.
When the publicist sent it over, the selected recipe was EIGHT PAGES LONG. THAT'S BASICALLY A SMALL NOVEL.
What I attempted to re-create is known as the "FrankenZumbo". A dessert within a dessert within a dessert within... Well, you get the idea.
It's like the Turducken of desserts.
Out of the components, I had only made brownies before. One of those box mixes that uses eggs and oil to transform brown dust into batter in a matter of seconds. Zumbo's brownie recipe called for couverture chocolate, something I had to google to make sure it was real.
The contestants on Just Desserts were given three hours to make their FrankenZumbos. So with a time frame and a novella of instructions under my wing, I set off on an arduous adventure.
The first steps went surprisingly smoothly. My raspberry gel came together and set perfectly, despite calling for pectin and some kind of citric acid. Was this a dessert or something Macaulay Culkin would spread on the floor of his basement in Home Alone?
"LOOK AT ME," I screamed, "I MADE LEMON CURD! IT'S VERY TART. TASTES LIKE LEMONS!" I shouted with joy. "FUCK ME, THERE'S CREAM EVERYWHERE," I lamented. Emotions were running high, but everything was on track for success.
But my luck was about to change. As if by simply opening the oven, disaster began to strike again, and again.
While I had successfully created a few of the components (the raspberry gel, the tart pastry, and the chantilly cream), an hour had already flown by. That's when things really started to go downhill.
In what we'll call a tragedy in three parts, my pastry base was too big to bake into any brownie tin I had, so I had to trim it down.
Trimming the base not only screwed with the integrity of the pastry, but it also looked a fucking mess. "I'll use the brownie batter like cement, sticking the pastry back together!" I said, like a big, optimistic dumb idiot.
What I had hoped would look at home in a patisserie was more reminiscent of a truck stop bathroom.
At the four-hour mark I realised that at this point in the episode everyone would have finished. They would have probably got a cab home and were spending time with their families. I was only halfway through the recipe.
A few reasons why I believe my time management was such an issue:
– I had to google a lot of maths questions.
– I had to wash every damn bowl I used so I could reuse them 100 times.
– Seriously, so much maths googling.
By the time it came to the macarons, the aspect I was most dreading, I was already losing my mind.
Probably suffering from fatigue, things continued to unravel. My macarons, which I had hoped would be a pink fantasia on the top of my delicate dessert, were anything but.
The dry, lifeless discs lost their "tickle-me-pink" colouring and became jaundiced, cracked, and sagged with disappointment.
"I already washed the sieve, I'm not washing it again," I foolishly said when I was forced to make my THIRD BATCH OF MERINGUE.
Needless to say, I wasn't taking all this defeat very well.
Five and a half hours of my life had slipped away and I was finally at the assembly stage. My tragic baking baby was like a multicoloured trashcan.
The sun had well and truly set, and I was on my second glass of wine. Friends had come over for dinner and were watching me struggle to put everything together. They were worried for my mental state.
And then, after seven hours, it was out of the oven. And it was a fucking mess.
As if collapsing from the exhaustion of its own creation, my FrankenZumbo looked like it had been in a bar fight and lost. Bleeding from the face, it was cracked, defeated, and a little bit tragic.
Much like the doctor from whom the FrankenZumbo gets its name, I had created a monster.