I have told a lie.I have told a lie today.I have told more than one lie today.I feel like I am forced to lie often.I have lied to people I care about.I have used a fake ID.I have used a fake ID for something other than underage drinking.I have worn a disguise. Not a costume, a disguise.I have created a fake online profile.I have "catfished" someone.I go by an alias.I have more than one alias.My alias is cooler than my real name.Sometimes I forget which name I should answer to.I keep people from different parts of my life deliberately separated.None of my friends or family have met my "girlfriend/boyfriend."I live in constant fear of saying the wrong thing.Every day I feel like I'm just putting on a show for everyone.Secret, secret, I've got a secret.Secrets, secrets are no fun. Secrets, secrets hurt someone.Sometimes I feel crushed by the weight of my secrets.NO ONE can know my secret.Seriously, if anyone learns my secret I'm so screwed.I have a secret family.I have two secret families.I have three or more secret families.I've done a bad thing that no one can know about.It was a very bad thing.A very, very bad thing.I'm very skilled at hiding the truth.I have woven a web of lies.I have a hard time living with myself.I find it hard to keep up this charade.What am I doing?I don't even know who I am anymore.I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself.Sometimes I just want to blurt out the truth.But I can't.I can't.I CAN'T!!!!!!!