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Spring 17: And Nothing Was The Same....

So much changed this semester. I do not know where to start. I tried my best to sum it up. Summer me please.

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Returning to school...

You (and everyone else in this world) know how much I love being at home so as usual every time after a break, I find it never gets easier. My family has gotten a lot closer it seems so it drives me nuts when I can't be apart of everything.

...No one listens

Me after the first few chapter meetings when I realized that essentially, no one listens to each other, no one follows through on things, so I was already frustrated and the semester bearly started

But I was in class like...

My classes where are classes that I seemed to enjoy. My grades seemed to come easy, and I really vibed with my professors. In all honesty my grades became the least of my worries

My birthday came around like...

I truly realized how blessed I am to have such amazing friends in my life. They did so much for my birthday. I really never had a soild group of friends that I trusted that way so it was a huge eye opener for me and I will never forget it.

Then Valentines Day came around...

I've always thought the idea of love and all that gross stuff was stupid, but finding someone that makes you wanna celebrate dumb holidays and go out dancing and makes you laugh till you can feel your face is pretty freaking cool. I found myself sitting just like that thinking about how much I had changed because being with him just changed my whole perspective.

Back to sorority stuff...

I realized that not everything is for me (arguing, not being produtive, letting people down). I had a serious talk with my mom and nathan thomas about the image of my chapter on campus and I was just disappointed in general. I had to realize that I can't fix everything on my own and it still makes me sad but Im going to work on that.

Trying to find a balance...

This is an actual representation of me trying to find a perfect in between of work, school, friends and boyfriend and family. I never found it hard until this year. From trying to get close to my new sisters, staying close with my best friends who are going to be leaving me soon, to building on this new relationship, to keeping my parents updated on my life, to getting good grades, and maintaining my efforts in my orgs and going to work...I'm getting stressed out just typing this. I know I gotta do better at a lot of things. Everything just was a lot at one time.

But Spring break...

Came at just the right time so I could be at the most peaceful place on earth with my most favoritest people. My grandma is very sick right now so it meant a lot that I came and spent the week with them. It breaks my heart to see people change so quickly and it was a reality check that regardless of how stressed I was over minor stuff, the time you do spend with people really does have an impact and make a difference

Chasing the semester like...

Im honestly still trying to figure out where this semester went...Like i swear It was just March and I had all this time and then....I just really don't know. I have like no time to spend with my friends who are all going to leave me very soon and It stresses me out. I just really wish I had more time cause I know once they leave nothing will ever be the same. I'm not emotionally distressed or anything...

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