I am insane, and distracted, yet inteligent (even tho I'm not sure if the word inteligent has one or 2 L's) hehe.... NOTHING can get me down for very long , cuz my willpower is LETHAL when it comes to surviving. Unfortunately my will toward certain addictive personalities can be slack at times. OH well, I'm human like everybody else, I think. That is unless life is one big conspiracy against me, and everybody I know is an energy sucking robot sent to pull my life force from my very soul.. If this was true, then I must have some kind of super power that I don't seem to know about right now... BUT I don't think so... thank God. I would rather B an ordinary human with no powers and have lots of LOVE!!! I cannot forget to add this little tidbit: I am completely and totally in love with Derek Miller. We have been good friends for over a decade, and just recently discovered something in each other that neither of us was aware of b4. I used to think that I was not capable of a healthy relationship, partly becuz I was NEVER attracted to a certain type of guy. Now it doesn't matter, cuz Derek is my soul mate. There's nobody in the world that has ever been so much on my level, or who could understand me, basically at all. Derek does, because he is mutually HARD to understand!! :D I love it, and our relationship is NEVER boring.
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