Life for me to serve my ideals understand it correctly

I can’t sleep and eat well. I think too much and it makes me older than my age. I feel that i still have very little time. Without me, are you strong enough to cope with those challenges? Thinking about this, I get hurt from head to toe. I am so sad of our real patriots who were murdered by the crook and severely suffered from injustice in the past. I am so sad of weak people. How they deal with cheating of the crook as they are still foolish. I can't remain calm with all these things. I must do it until my last breath.

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