Buzz·Posted on 2 Apr 201525 Struggles Every Fangirl Knows Only Too WellYou didn't choose the fangirl life – the fangirl life chose you.by Anna NeymanBuzzFeed StaffLinkFacebookPinterestTwitterMail 1. There’s a great chance you have a Tumblr. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 2. Therefore you know the turning points of a show from the gifs before you’ve even seen the episode. 3. Which only puts you in a constant risk of spoilers. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 4. And sometimes you end up being in fandoms of shows you don’t even watch. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 5. You believe in love at first episode. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 6. And you tend to take fictional events way too seriously. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 7. You feel like it’s your duty and life quest to defend your fave. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 8. When people ask you what’s your favourite season, you automatically assume they’re talking about a TV show. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 9. Your dedication makes you stay up late to livestream the newest episodes or talk show appearances of the cast members. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 10. You’d rather stay in and catch up on all the fandom news than go out. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 11. But when it comes to it, nothing will stop you from getting those front row seats at the meet-up or first spot in the signing line. View this photo on Instagram 12. The merch costs are slowly killing you. Fangirl Problems @fangrlproblem Looking at merch like 04:00 PM - 22 Jan 2015 Reply Retweet Favorite 13. You always try to get your friends involved, but most of the time they don’t share your enthusiasm. At least not to the same, extreme point. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 14. Sometimes you have to hide your excessive knowledge of characters and actors so that you don’t come off as weird. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 15. And that's why you have A LOT of fandom friends online where you can fangirl all you want. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 16. But they most likely live thousands of miles away and are scattered across multiple timezones. Fangirl Problems @fangrlproblem The fangirl life ✌️ 04:39 PM - 28 Jan 2015 Reply Retweet Favorite 17. You get irrationally angry over poorly executed plots. 18. Because you’ve read fan fiction that handled it ten times better. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 19. There is also a great chance you know the struggle of your favourite FF not being updated for months. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 20. And you have an inexplicable amount of feelings over your OTPs. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 21. You frequently catch yourself shipping people IRL. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 22. And you experience a constant struggle of "do I want to be you or do I want to be under you?” when it comes to your favourite characters. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 23. You involuntarily start acting and/or dressing like your faves. 24. And you die a little bit inside because each year you realise you’re miles away from conventions and fan meet-ups. Tap to play GIF Tap to play GIF 25. But your biggest struggle as a fangirl is, of course, the fear of looking bad in a celebrity photo.