What a brave move to make. Your thoughtful blog post shows the first step toward health and wholeness. As Ghandi said, “If we could change ourselves, the tendencies of the world would change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change toward him…we need not wait to see what others do.” It gives us hope to see you being able to throw off the encumbrances of indoctrination and move toward freedom! Be blessed!!