What exactly is considered fat? Because I think you actually are pretty cute. Also, not fat. Because cute fat people exist too.
The thing that sucks about being a fat kid is that you’re always a fat kid in your mind. Even being 5’10” and a size 4 in my 30s, I still see myself as a 215lb teenager a lot of the time. I’ve sort of come to terms with my body now that I’m 5 months pregnant & have a very good reason for not being small, but I’m terrified how I’ll look after I have the kid. Nobody realizes that the kid they’re calling fat grows up to be an adult who painfully remembers being called fat.