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So I had to leave the room during this scene. I have PTSD due to my son's C section. It was supposed to be a normal C section, but the spinal tap was inserted improperly, and I felt a LOT of the surgery. (I could feel the scalpel, cutting, hands in my abdomen, etc). I begged the… Read More

Thanks, Zombie Shoes. I actually ended up needing to have my appendix taken out nearly a year later. I was terrified of doing surgery again and I grilled my anesthesiologist beforehand and told him about my botched C section. He was very attentive and kept me sedated the whole time.… Read More

Apparently it's hard to sedate/numb me. I woke up during my wisdom teeth removal surgery. They saw my eyes open and asked if I was awake. I remember nonchalantly saying "Yep. Hey, what's up?" Then them freaking out and trying to finish really quickly. Then I slipped back under and… Read More

As as woman who once had vaginismus, I'll tell you what helped my partner and me. We gave up trying to have sexual intercourse, (just for a while, I'll explain more later). Instead, we focused purely on relaxing and pleasure. Focus on orgasming in other ways than just penetration.… Read More

To the author, I know it must be hard to read a lot of these comments. A lot of people are suggesting therapy, and I would like to add my two cents. While I can understand the feelings you're going through, your actions and thoughts are not healthy. It's normal to feel loss when… Read More

"Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light." From Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night by Dylan Thomas