She wasn’t getting any time to focus on her real passion, painting.
“I’ve always made art. When I create things, time simply stops. Nothing else makes me so happy, so alive, so happy to be alive. It’s transcendental. It’s what life should be.”
“There’s always been a light on the horizon,” she wrote in a farewell memo to her colleagues. “And it’s finally here.”
“The moral of my story is that this lawyering life requires sacrifices I’m not willing to make. This job threatened to make my artwork into a ‘used to’. I viscerally and vehemently reject that. Through trial and error and six figures of student loans, I’ve learned that there are two types of things in this world: things that nourish me and things that drain me. And things that get in the way of my art are excess noise. They’re superfluous. Clutter.”
BuzzFeed reached out to the lawyer-turned-artist, who told us that she’d been in two minds whether or not to make the memo public.
“Publishing this was huge for me. I’m generally a pretty private person, and even on the day, I was asking myself whether I would just relegate this story to the proverbial desk drawer (in other words, let having created it be the catharsis, and just move on with my life) or whether I’d actually put it out there.”
But she’s so glad she did, because “the feedback has been nothing short of amazing”.
“Of all of the emails (hundreds) I’ve received, there’s been only one negative one. People from all different backgrounds have written in and have been so kind – wishing me well, sharing their own stories, telling me they’re inspired to make more time for what truly matters to them.”