Yep. So that's what's going on with me. What has been going on with me for some time. It's hard to tell people about it. It's hard to say it without sounding like a failure. It's hard to say it without feeling like you're going to disappoint people.
Having your life/plans/hopes/confidence chewed up and spit out for so long is an emotionally exhausting process. At this point, I just want to be happy again, and I don't know if medical school or an MPH or a completely different path is going to get me to that point. We'll see what happens.
Anyhoo, I was going to tell you all of this eventually, but it's hard to say everything out-loud, so a gif/list format seemed better.
Sincerely,
Kaysey A.
P.S. While searching for gifs, I found a bunch of Supernatural ones. Enjoy! :D