I was sexually assaulted by two of my friends in the dorms. I had been drinking, but I didn’t think enough that I would be completely blacked out. I don’t remember how I got back to my room. I just remember waking up and realizing that there were two guys engaging in sexual acts with me at the same time. The next day one of the guys told me that I liked it. My friends also told me that I was drunk and I had been with one of the guys in the past so it wasn’t a big deal. I felt so alone and like I was at fault for what happened to me. It wasn’t until I read a blog about someone that had gone through the same situation that I realized how entirely wrong it really was. Realizing that it took it happening to me for me to understand how fuzzy that gray area is was my feminist awakening. I don’t think those guys think that what they did was wrong and I want to change that!