Response to Why Don’t You Like Having Sex?:
I’m overweight. I don’t look perfect. I don’t like showing my body to my partner. He has never said anything but I feel like a big, fat whale. I don’t feel attractive. I don’t feel like I deserve to enjoy sex, if that makes any sense. I know logically that my self worth should not be determined by a number on a scale but I can’t change that as much as I have tried to. He wants me to dress up, wear sexy lingerie. He says he loves me the way I am but part of me doesn’t believe him. I feel embarrassed when we are intimate, especially when he touches parts of my body I don’t like. I wish I could change this. I wish I could accept myself as I am.
- Harlei "Is This A Teen Or Not?"