I lost my dad to suicide last year. This post made me cry so hard, because he was the most awesome guy in the world to me. Always my hero! He did almost every thing posted there.
It breaks my heart though that he won’t be there for #15 (walking me down the isle…) and he wasn’t there to see me get engaged to my high school sweet heart, after 10 years apart. He won’t see his grand children… It rips me apart. He was the most wonderful, smart, funny, crazy, awesome, music man ever.Ialways feel and think about the woulda coulda shouldas, i.e., preventing his death, but he started to really break down mentally in the end. It was so difficult to see. You never really think they’re going to do it. Then BAM. It comes at the most random, inconvenient time… And life changes forever. ***I love you so much dad,Iwish you knew how much we loved you and how we needed you and how you couldn’t see how appreciated you were. You’re missed terribly by tons of people.