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I come accross as a simple happy bimbo that doesn't think but loves people( and I do) but in actuality I watch everyone and everything around me most importantly the UNSPOKEN messages between people.I believe almost 0 of what I am told and a tiny bit of what is seen!I depend on memory meditation & my own lengthening memory and my own observations with help gratefully accepted that put me in a cognative place! Still, I totally trust nobody though James would be the closest to loving yet I notice subtleties in every action from every person I know. I basically believe firmly in self protection, the necessary inclusion of a Chrome Heart( great name Richard Stark ), am a total cynic but I STILL care about many and ALLOW myself to love1) James and his sons daughter and Grandbaby and a few people from far away times.I am learning not to be so angry, and to THINK before I act or speak. I would love to REMEMBER that we are all truly connected, and are here to learn love, not anger, or drama. A loss of ego leads towards serenity. By that I do not mean esteem for oneself, i mean the front we put on, not true self love: a connection with my own soul. The going is tough, but it is better that it is a little tough on myself, than for MY being a pain to all and sundry. I am ever raising my consciousness, and looking OUTWARD at others, being self centered has no useful place in this. One is then in the middle of oneself, all BY oneself. I have to remember, I was given ONE mouth and TWO ears. ONE WORLD, ONE LOVE.

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