12. You decide to postpone your haircut so you don’t ‘look too gay.’
13. You finally realise that pretending has made you sad and tired.
18. You finally realise you’ve been hiding away a really awesome part of yourself.
19. You decide you’re out of the closet and you’re not going back in.
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