You had a crush on Joshua Harris...
...or your youth pastor...
...or a member of Plus One.
After all, they had some jams.
Not that anyone could know about said crushes...
You wanted to sing an Amy Grant song during the offering.
You couldn't indulge in Spice Mania...
...so you settled for Point Of Grace mania instead.
And you had a few "anti-Britney" types to choose from.
It wasn't all pop culture alternate reality stuff...
You knew from early on that being gay was a sin.
You probably tried to pray the gay away.
You may have secretly wanted to go to reparative therapy camp.
Hopefully, you didn't end up there.
But you couldn't contemplate suicide.
Maybe you covered your gay tracks with some homophobic bullying.
Or maybe you danced around the issue...
But you took solace where you could...
...rejoiced when someone tells you that you can be both gay and Christian...
...and hopefully found a church home that accepts you for who you are.
Or maybe you don't go to church anymore...
...that's ok, too.