Oh, so so sad. Though beautiful in it’s longing.
My love died, and I dreamed about him every single night for I don’t even remember how long. Every dream was him coming back from the dead, sometimes I’d tell him “We don’t have much time, kiss me before I wake up”, sometimes I’d just run as fast as I could into his arms and just hold him, saying “You’re back! You’re back!” There is nothing in this physical world that hurts the same or more as when the person you love and would lay your life down for, leaves you alone, existing without them. I remember what it felt like when I was told he was gone, there is absolutely nothing to describe that…
“Every morning when I wake up I forget for a fraction of a second that you are gone and I reach for you. All I ever find is the cold side of the bed. My eyes settle on the picture of us in Paris, on the bedside table, and I am overjoyed that even though the time was brief I loved you and you loved me. ”
i didnt tear up until the hair tie..
cause after someone i was really close to [pro pic] died by a drunk driver i found a shark tooth necklace he gave me && cried horribly. i wear it everyday now. it sucks how you try to move on but little things [hair tie] just hide out until you least expect it. :( && i kept picturing hollys apt from P.S. I Love You lol.. && now im going to go watch that movie && cry like a bitch.